Sunday, December 2, 2012

Today Sucks.

You know what I would love right about now? I would love to not be crying over a freaking Christmas present. I'd love to think that anything I did for E would be great but the truth is that he probably won't even act excited about a fucking thing I do.

I'd also like to go back and not eat breakfast or lunch because I'm absolutely sick over it. Literally sick and I don't even want to think about food for the next two days because it makes me want to knock myself out. Seriously, wtf was I thinking? I've been busting my ass for 9 weeks and I blow it in a 6 hour span of time. At least the gym is open tomorrow.

I'd also love just love to think that time changes some people but honestly, it may not.

WHATEVER.


So. Over. It.


I need wine. No I don't. Too many calories. Fuck it.

4 comments:

  1. Okay first of all, you did not blow it in six hours. I promise. I guarantee I ate more cookies, mexican dip, cheesecake, homemade hot chocolate, cookies, salsa, and chili than you :)

    and they make stuff called skinny wine. Looks like we need a gym date and a bottle :)

    You got this girl!

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    1. I was being quite dramatic I think lol I shouldn't blog and cry at the same time.

      And yes, we DO need a gym/wine date!

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  2. Amanda is right - they do make skinny wine and it's actually pretty good :)

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    1. This is intriguing! I'm going to have to go looking for it :)

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