I'm upset.

Because...
...I haven't had time to clean my room in 9385093845 years.
...I'm working so much that I'm getting disorganized with school.
...I have not had time to work out so I still look like a fucking cow.
...I haven't hung out with my best friend in SO long. We've been through a fucking ton and I just need some us time because quite honestly, no matter what, I really really love that time.
...I spent two nights at E's house and now I want to wake up everyday with him just two feet away.
...I've got so much studying to do.
...I'm having to make up reasons to get ONE night off of work.
...36 hours a week is TOO FUCKING MUCH for a FULL TIME STUDENT.
...AND NO ONE SEEMS TO CARE.
...I'm ranting. I feel like am emotional WRECK. I need PEOPLE.
...I feel like my boyfriend, best friend, closest friends, and family are all so busy and so used to be having little meltdowns that nothing I say even matters anymore.
...Customers are RUDE.
...IF you order a drink and then you GO SIT DOWN, DON'T EXPECT FAST SERVICE. I AM NOT A WAITRESS. Don't get mad at me for serving the person who was behind you in line FIRST because he had the patience to WAIT for it. Rude old man.
...I miss being able to go home after class, take a nap and be PRODUCTIVE afterward instead of making that nap my bedtime.
...I want to lose weight SO badly. I was thin at one point. WTF happened?
...I need a hug, motherfuckers.